need to vent and hope it works for me..ive been feeling great and on top of the world nothing could bring me down.but the last few days i have felt as if its getting harder to keep going in in this funk and I don't want to be there again I have worked so hard to get where I am and I will not lose that.i think its all the negitivity getting to me and Finley breaking me down..my words were that the negitivity is what would keep me going and fighting.but one can only do that do much I guess..i will get back in that nothing bothers me train just need to see the positive in where I'm going again..just wanted to update that one set back ir bad day should not be a reason for giving up..let the day go and start again you can do this..you will find your way again...thanks all for reading and words if environment would do some great..